mercury in retrograde more like


11 hours ago with 186 notes / witknitch + spider-waite
this is so accurate omg,
"Remember, darkness does not always equate to evil, just as light does not always bring good.

      — P.C. CastBetrayed (via hetheria)
1 day ago with 3,836 notes / forestferncreations + quotablebookquotes
"We are the granddaughters of the witches you weren’t able to burn.

      — Unknown (via hairy-hag)
3 days ago with 13,455 notes / forestferncreations + hairy-hag

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels’ hierarchies?

And even if one pressed me suddenly against his heart:
I would be consumed in that overwhelming existence.

For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, which we are still just able to endure,

And we are so awed because it serenely disdains to annihilate us.

Every angel is terrifying.

      — Duino Elegies by Rainer Maria Rilke  (via thymoss)
6 days ago with 1,201 notes / christowitch + whoreofabaddon
Anonymous asked you:
As an agnostic luciferian, how do you deal with disbelief and deity silence? I find myself being jealous of other luciferians who claim to have personal experiences with lucifer, and I can't seem to move forward because of this.


I’m going to be completely honest here: the issue of deity silence was only a significant problem for me when I still considered myself pagan.

I found that there was an overwhelming pressure within the community to seek those experiences of gods tapping you on the shoulder or whispering in your ear, and that mindset really caused me to focus on the ‘divine’ aspects of luciferianism while ignoring the more human aspects. And I think this was what I needed at the time—after all, I came to luciferianism so cynical about divine, as someone that wanted nothing to do with it. The immersion in a community that actively welcomed and sought out divine experiences helped spur the first of many paradigm shifts that would occur in my faith, and did inspire me to grow spiritually.

But after a while, I felt stuck. Like you, I couldn’t seem to move forward. I felt like I was hearing the same conversations over and over again, most of which were not challenging my faith or the way I thought—I felt comfortable, maybe even overconfident, in my theism and in my god. Looking back, I think I hit a point where I felt as though my faith was only ever validated and motivated forward by the next ‘experience’ I had with the divine, the next ‘sign’ from my god that this was real. I’d come to rely on the divine more than myself, something I had told myself I’d never do, and had grown lazy waiting for divine inspiration while not taking the initiative to find it myself.

So when I broke away from the pagan community, it was kind of like starting over, since I was approaching luciferianism through a completely different mindset. The divine was no longer my only priority in my faith, Lucifer as an entity suddenly didn’t matter so much—instead, humanity bloomed into focus. ‘Divine experiences’ weren’t a necessity anymore, and deity silence didn’t scare me as much. Before, deity silence meant that perhaps Lucifer wasn’t a real entity, and that perhaps I was wasting my time for nothing. It increased my disbelief not only in my god, but in the values I thought I was fighting for. Afterwards, deity silence meant nothing—it could make me disbelieve in Lucifer as an entity, yes, but not in Lucifer as a force and ideology embedded within humanity itself.

I can’t disbelieve when I see people flourish despite adversity, inspire hope when all seems lost, and stare injustice in the eye with the promise that they will go down fighting if they must. So maybe I don’t always believe in my god as an actual god—it now seems rather insignificant that I cling to a literal divine form for him when he can be seen in so many other manifestations which, rather than being distinct and separate from humanity, are embodied in mankind’s very essence. 

So while I still honor him as a god, and while divine experiences and signs are not unwelcome, I don’t feel as though I need them to validate my practice or my faith anymore, and I don’t need to look towards the divine when I can also look to humanity for inspiration.

1 week ago with 40 notes / luxettenebris
this is a good post,
"Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.

      — Louis C.K. (via psych-facts)
1 week ago with 16,040 notes / heliochronometer + psych-facts



Alexandre Cabanel “Fallen Angel” detail.

Oh, wow. The rage, the betrayal, the burning, seething rebellion of that pair of eyes.

1 week ago with 80,457 notes / luciferesque + c0ssette

Gentle reminder 


Asking “what can I learn from this?” is a more effective question than “is this a sign?”

2 weeks ago with 964 notes / thewinterfae + spiralingquestions

Pretty things I saw today that are now on my want list  


Look at


how pretty


The Divine Comedy had the Dore illustrations in it, too

I own this version of the Divine Comedy. It’s gorgeous and I love it!

This Bible is also on my wishlist. It’s stunning.

2 weeks ago with 5 notes / wanderinglistener
the typography is to die for,
"Remember: Magic spells take many forms, from spoken word to candle burning, to mixing oils, to something as simple as posting an image on the wall. Your energy, focus and intent are what transform simple actions, words and gestures into magic spells.

      — Judika Illes, Encyclopedia of 5,000 Spells (via dryadwitch)
2 weeks ago with 4,485 notes / smokeandstorm + dryadwitch